Goodbye Friend

I find myself missing...
but others as well...
both missing...
consequently...
whom we kidding?...
beyond ourselves...
We lie...
to see ourselves as well...
We feel good...
but we do not think the other...
you try not to like...
disappoint anyone...
but just that...
disappoint everyone...
we had something special...
and for the first time...
I loved someone...
even though...
at the end...
I do not understand why...
you abandoned me...
without a reason...
just did...
my angel...
I still love you...
I had gone...
goodbye...