Inquiries...

Why am I negative?...
what do I want from myself?...
should I expect something to change by myself or by myself?...
I just want attention?...
I'm in need perhaps...
what does all this help me to be like?...
what I am is what I should be?...
what I must be is what I want?...
was the negativity born in me or grew up because I wanted to...
I'm a mistake?...
I am right? Or wrong?...
why I am as I am?...
why can not I change who I am?...
why do not people change their response?...
why everything is the same...
why do I have to be different?...
I am different?...
why do I think different?...
I have problems?...
I am a problem?...
am I alone or do I feel alone?...
why do I feel lonely if I have everything?...
why everything seems nothing...
why everything fits but me?...
why I being me is wrong? or right?...
why?...
why?...
why do I want to live?...
why die...
why do you want to disappear?...
why would you want to appear?...
for what?...
why everything?...
why I?...
why I...
why I do not know how to do things...
why I do not understand things...
why basic things of the human I do not understand?...
why me...
why me.......
WHY ME...
WHY ☹...
I do not need to know what I already know...
see more than can...
know more than you think...
create failed theories, but certain...
find it incorrect...
live with the error...
become part of it...
join pieces of each...
become one...
for what of the things?...
why of them?...
why of everything...
why nothing?...
everything equals nothing...
nothing does not exist...
everything never existed...
errors and more errors...
failures...
uncertainties...
red code...
the world claps...
we've been dead for a long time...
looking for answers...
I observe beyond what I see...
simple answers arise in the mind...
complex answers take my mouth...
expressing becomes useless...
different thoughts...
different lives...
experiences...
everything becomes a plunger...
everything becomes difficult...
I'm trying to understand the world...
but I can not answer...
without signal with the communication with the others...
I lose myself in thoughts...
I alone feel far from the heat...
no one to hear me...
mute I will become...
gestures are no longer accurate...
I'm lost, I'm drowning...
save me...